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1 Cor 13:4-8a - (NLT)
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever... ...

               The verse of today.

               It took me quite a long time to realize that loving someone does not meant that you have to be with him/her. While it means that always hoping that the greatest thing will always happen to her, knowing that God is always there with him/her.

               Well... ... some people might disagree with me, but that is how I do know now... :p

               The truth is that if you have decern about what might happen a few years down the road, it is best that it will not happen. And to prevent it is to prevent yourself from getting into it. To me, being single is a blessing from God, there is no worry if you would drag your partner down with you and you do know that you will never adapt to become your father.

               No offence in the last phrase to all other fathers out there, but just to prevent the theory of "what you sow, you shall reap." for myself... A sentence keep poping out in my mind "I will become what my dad is." yet another persuassive voice says "you are not your father." True or not true, I have decided that being single, solitude is the best to avoid that.

               To also escape from tapping to fall in love with another girl, I have also reminded myself not to tap into a girl's life. Just stay at the border of normal friendship and that will help.