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           Time pass by so fast and now look back, did realize that I've been dwelling on earth for close to 20 years.

           Stress and pressure are starting to build upon me: Questions like what do you want do for career if these sign on for Air Force fail? When will persecution end, for it have been a long fight in the spiritual? Will I pass my studies these year if not, should I continue? Is there a future between me and her, if I fail to go through the present situation?

           All my fears of the future just came upon me suddenly. But the Lord reminds me:

           Mat 6:33-34 - 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
                                   34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

            Still this worry keeps coming in. Tried not to think about it very hard. Time to look for a job during this period of time to work for to get a handphone to use, since my handphone is confined. I'll need my communication line open up again... ha ha... well without it, I can't really do follow ups unless I'm at home.

            Also the communication between me and her. Somehow, our 'handphone' is our communication line to one another.

            Some friends in school received their NS letters to report on which date. Wins and Gary's have receive theirs, but I have not receive mine yet. Got to check out my letter box. Also really have to find a place to 'stay' for the time being if really being kicked out of house. I feel that when Paul says:

1 Cor 4:10 - We are fools for Christ's sake, but you are wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are strong! You are distinguished, but we are dishonored!

That's when he seem to be angered by the persecutors and pharisees around. Just stand strong. You can do it. Amen.

Agape