Just checked out my mailbox (not e-mail) for letter just now. I've found my NS letter (National Service), so I grab all the letters in the mailbox back home.
Through my walk home, I've been praying that I'll be posted to a camp slightly North of my house (cuz the closest camp is at the north.)
As I sat down on the chair near my computer table. I opened the letter with a praying mind. As I open the letter, I start to see a letter 'K' at the Headline topic.
After opening up the letter, I read it and I got the camp name: 23rd Battalion Singapore Artillery,Khatib Camp.
As I read the sentence slowly, my heart was pounding fast for every second. After knowing it, I jump and rejoice: My God is a God that ANSWER PRAYERS ! ! ! Thank you Jesus! ! !
So I'll be posted for my PTP (Physical Training Phase) there and it's close to Khatib MRT station, a walk to Bus 854, close to the N2 Church Chartered Bus area, and most of all.... Close to 'her' house. (Is God giving a push for me? or is it another patient test?)
Er....!?! Close to 'her' house? Well maybe no one knows these: I can say that I recieve a VISION with her during my NS time, didn't know it become my own 'prophecy', but like I say, with integrity and God honoring way. No touchy business. I have to be clear of that. And if so, I have to account every of my actions, for accountibility.
So far the Dreams I'd receive during my sleep is somehow accurate in a way, that it come to pass... maybe I've been gifted to see the 'future' ha ha... nah... don't want to jump into the conclusion, but I can say, I don't usually 'dream' in my sleep, if when dreaming, it somehow will come to pass.
My God have been faithful to me that's what I want to say, even though He disciplines me of my wrong attitude with a different, but yet in a strict way.
I felt that my Lord is showing me His favour for going through my persecution in my family. Though my dad, somehow acted 'strangely' with a 'caring' way towards me, i do not know what's going on actually, maybe it's a man's ego in him.
Most of the time during my prayers, I ask my Lord to forgive him: for he do not know what he's doing, I believe that's what Jesus says:
Lk 6:27,28,32,33 - 27 "But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, 28 bless those who curse you, and pray for those who spitefully use you. 32 But if you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. 33 And if you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners do the same.
I guess I know why Jesus reason so, if you hate your enemies, not only did you waste your energy, but also you have hurt your own health. Rather so, might as well forgive them and bless them, pray fot them that they'll one day repent. Amen.