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           Thank God that I can come home again. Really... but at the last point, I was really thought of giving up going home... at first, yet I really feel sorry for my Leader, cuz I really somehow made her worry of my situation. Then later, I got to know that her husband (also ZS) is coming to the store. So, somehow, I felt that God have made it to come at that time to answer my prayers.

         So he came to the store and... ... got a chat with him, then came to realize that the seed of rebellious have grown to a level... Well I don't really know what to tell him what I want to do. So I listened to what he have to council me with. Truly, I appreciate his advice: I have to bear a good testimony for God, cuz my God is a God of Reconciliation! ! ! Amen

            So I followed their advice to try to go home. Before that, we'd went down to do some business (not going to share these, cuz it's business things.). And they came along and drove me to my house, cuz it's time to sit down and talk about it.

          At first, no one open the door. So we thought no one's at home, then we went down and waited for Colin (he'll be the informer between me and my Leaders (both of them if anything happens, cuz they have to go since no one's at home.) When we came to level one, we'd walk out to wait for Colin.

          Colin appeared and we'd chatted about the problem as well. So they'd decided to leave, but wanted to pray for me, so as we (4 of us) walk to their car, I observe the lights in my house. They're switch on... so it's impossible that no one's at home.

          So they (my Leaders) ask me to call home first. So I did. My mother answered it and gave a small scolding and tell me to come home (I believe that she does not know that my keys were taken away by my dad.) then we went up.

          As we reach the door, I can also feel that they're praying in tongues as we walk each step closer to my house. So I'd sounded the bell. My mother opens the door and let me in. Then my Leader went up and talked to her and wish to start a conversation with her, but... haiz... got to say... my mother does not have seem to have 'courage' to talk with them... really, like I said before, most mothers don't like to do talkings with 'serious' matters, they would rather listen then to make decision: my mum can be known as one... ... haiz... ...

          Still got to thank God, though she gave a small scolding, but still, she'd cooked for me to eat. Praise God for that. Then I'd took a bath... but now still to face is my dad, though he's not at home yet (busy working... ...)

In these end of the entry, I still hope that you guys how read this, continue to pray for my break-through in percecution. I give thanks to you for reading and thank God that He is seeing me through and God remembers you who have help to pray... Thanks... Amen.

Agape