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Through the whole Monday, I'd did also of praying that the Lord will show me a path to plan for the path and and favour for our company, which still need to be registered first. Also yesterday after reaching home, I'd receive a sms msg asking me which day of the book of Isaiah I'll be going. Then I'd replied, "Tues."
At that time, my heart have somehow felt that God is going to stop and end the deeper relationship building between me and 'her'. I'd asked my God that if it's His will that 'she' isn't the one He have planned for me, just end it up by knowing that she's going for the Wed book of Isaiah, so that I could repent and forget that I have 'feelings' for her once.
Through the whole Monday, I'd did also of praying that the Lord will show me a path to plan for the path and and favour for our company, which still need to be registered first. Also yesterday after reaching home, I'd receive a sms msg asking me which day of the book of Isaiah I'll be going. Then I'd replied, "Tues."
At that time, my heart have somehow felt that God is going to stop and end the deeper relationship building between me and 'her'. I'd asked my God that if it's His will that 'she' isn't the one He have planned for me, just end it up by knowing that she's going for the Wed book of Isaiah, so that I could repent and forget that I have 'feelings' for her once.
Yet, upon the name list of whose on Tues and Weds came. So I read the msg and got to know that she's going on Tues as well. Is this a sign from my God? Or is it just by chance?
As I read the name list, I saw JF's name on Tues as well. (Not trying to say something bad.) Well like I posted earlier, JF is a very good friend, brother and buddy to me, but he does not really know the truth about my feelings yet. I too have the intention to send her home by N2, but also if JF is there, I'll take NE1 in order to stop his letting him have a wild thinking why I took the N2.
On Tuesday morning, I still feel about her going for the Tues is just by chance, so I'd asked the Lord in prayers that if she's really the one for in His will for me, please show me another miracle of a sign by doing something or someway that I'll be taking N2, or if not, I'll take the NE1 with JF to know that she's not the 'one'. That I may forget about it. Of course that if God have planned something for you, He will not show only one sign, but also many to assure you that He have said it.
At the time I made these prayer, it was in the morning around 6am. After that, went to school for lesson.
Around the afternoon time, I'd receive a call from Colin and he asked me if I'm going for the seminar so I'd gave him my answer and so then we hung up. Then he called me again and told me that he's also going for that day and asked me what time I'll be leaving school. So again told him the answer etc... and we hung up.
So went and took the train down to meet Colin in Bugis with Ben and JP (another 2 church member in my school.) So met Colin on train and got to know from him that JF is not coming today, then I asked why. He said that JF is willing to exchange with him for Wed so that he could come for Today's.
I was very surprise that moment and was thinking if God have perform this sign to assure that between me and 'her' is a promise (not at the time fulfil.) I had thought of sharing these with Colin, but don't feel like, cuz my 2 schoolmate is beside.
Got to Church and look around. We'd saw QY at the lobby and so we ask of who is here already and who's not yet? Well only one person is not here yet, that is 'her'. So Colin called Karen and I called 'her' to know the situations of both side.
Karen needs the guys down to take the seats, so I ask Colin and QY to go down first, while I'll stay to meet her down to B4. Waited for quite sometime and I saw a quite long time no see friend in Church, Sebastian (sorry if spelt wrong.) Talked to him for a while etc... then Karen called and ask me to go down for the seats before there's none left. She's not here yet and I was looking around, but yet, I think I have to go down then...
Reached B4 and went to look for the guy then moved in to take my seat then 'she' came in... ... er... should I have wait a bit longer in the lobby? Think not...
Then Karen talked to me and I thought that she needs me to move to the top rows of the Audi to seat so I'd moved out after moving up, I saw my Leader sitting there, then I thought that I was going to seat beside her, yet 'she' is also moving in. Then I was thinking if my Leader wants to talk to me of something, but nope. Then Karen asked me and 'her' to move to the previous seats at first. So finally settled the whole thing and still like usual, someone will be between me and 'her' seat, well that's the strange thing that seem to happen for 2 or 3 weeks of SVC and 1st night of Isaiah. (3 weeks of SVC and 1st night of Isaiah between us is JL, then 3rd night is QY. hmn... ha ha... strange... well that's not the point to think about.)
After the seminar, told EJ to wait as we wait for Colin to come up (he's seating at other place of the very pack Audi with KC.) So met Colin and again, Colin just 'flow' with me to take N2. EJ was happy about it, cuz got people to fellowship on bus. 'She' was surprise as well, answering me if I'm serious.
Well we just took the N2 bus and fellowship on the bus... ha ha... chatted and talked about things and I'd shared part of my future plan and the event company some friends and I are opening. I was seating beside 'her' while Colin and EJ sat in front of us. The four of us have a great time sharing what Pst shared for the 3rd night and chatted on other stuff...
At the stop of Sembawang, EJ dropped off. So left the 3 of us and we just continue to chat about these and that... etc... (not going to details.)
Reached Khatib at 11.39pm. We had to drop off then. I'd helped her to throw away some rubbish stuff and hold her books for her. I guess Colin was observing that time... So again, we'd come to talk about the business company my friends and I are setting up. So far, we have a number of 4 people, but for now it's up to a strength of 6 people.
Then we cross the road and chatted, then she felt like going to buy some appetizers for supper or should I say for her 'dinner'. All the coffeeshops are closed and so we went to the closest 7'11 store. Colin entered the store to look for something to buy, and I stand beside her as she chose some dougnuts. She asked me to chose one dougnut, so she could give me a treat (Cuz I gave every note I have to tithe and offering in the seminar. I felt that the Lord asked me to do so and I obey.)
And again, I was trying to reject or so, but... somehow, she's to insisting so I just gave in for that dougnut. So she'd bought 2 dougnuts: one mine the other her's. And when I step out of the store after Colin and her, I asked my Lord that one day, I'll bless her back muti-fold of treats etc... , but of course, I believe that I can only do it with the help of my God for He is my provider.
So we'd alot of laughters and jokes and spiritual things to share of... When I was about to see her off at the lift, she'd hint me that the Passion of the Christ movie is still with her (we're thinking of ripping one copy.) So it was the first time I took the lift up to her house and of course with my dear Sam (Colin... ha ha... just joking.) So we'd waited outside her house as she passed us the disc and Colin and I then left. So as we walk towards the MRT station, I shared my thoughts and the doubts I have between Fran and her and I'd ask forgiveness from the Lord and what happen after last Service. Colin to share about his thoughts.
Then we reach the station, we thought there won't be a last train, but then I asked the personal handling there to confirm if there is still a train: Yes, praise the Lord. Then I shared the prayers I'd made as a testimony what God have done and assure that His Word will help me. (the prayers I'd shared earlier.)
Then Colin asked me about what time did I pray about JF and the bus things, and I told him around that time. With a shock and unexpected phenomenon: Colin said that this morning as he woke up, he felt a sudden great burden that he have to come for today's book of Isaiah, but he don't feel like. In the end, he gave in and asked my Leader and some others if he could come for Tues instead of Wed. And it come to now... and I was really starting to wonder, God now I know that you are true. I will not doubt you, and I will continue to seek you for the answers you have.
Agape
As I read the name list, I saw JF's name on Tues as well. (Not trying to say something bad.) Well like I posted earlier, JF is a very good friend, brother and buddy to me, but he does not really know the truth about my feelings yet. I too have the intention to send her home by N2, but also if JF is there, I'll take NE1 in order to stop his letting him have a wild thinking why I took the N2.
On Tuesday morning, I still feel about her going for the Tues is just by chance, so I'd asked the Lord in prayers that if she's really the one for in His will for me, please show me another miracle of a sign by doing something or someway that I'll be taking N2, or if not, I'll take the NE1 with JF to know that she's not the 'one'. That I may forget about it. Of course that if God have planned something for you, He will not show only one sign, but also many to assure you that He have said it.
At the time I made these prayer, it was in the morning around 6am. After that, went to school for lesson.
Around the afternoon time, I'd receive a call from Colin and he asked me if I'm going for the seminar so I'd gave him my answer and so then we hung up. Then he called me again and told me that he's also going for that day and asked me what time I'll be leaving school. So again told him the answer etc... and we hung up.
So went and took the train down to meet Colin in Bugis with Ben and JP (another 2 church member in my school.) So met Colin on train and got to know from him that JF is not coming today, then I asked why. He said that JF is willing to exchange with him for Wed so that he could come for Today's.
I was very surprise that moment and was thinking if God have perform this sign to assure that between me and 'her' is a promise (not at the time fulfil.) I had thought of sharing these with Colin, but don't feel like, cuz my 2 schoolmate is beside.
Got to Church and look around. We'd saw QY at the lobby and so we ask of who is here already and who's not yet? Well only one person is not here yet, that is 'her'. So Colin called Karen and I called 'her' to know the situations of both side.
Karen needs the guys down to take the seats, so I ask Colin and QY to go down first, while I'll stay to meet her down to B4. Waited for quite sometime and I saw a quite long time no see friend in Church, Sebastian (sorry if spelt wrong.) Talked to him for a while etc... then Karen called and ask me to go down for the seats before there's none left. She's not here yet and I was looking around, but yet, I think I have to go down then...
Reached B4 and went to look for the guy then moved in to take my seat then 'she' came in... ... er... should I have wait a bit longer in the lobby? Think not...
Then Karen talked to me and I thought that she needs me to move to the top rows of the Audi to seat so I'd moved out after moving up, I saw my Leader sitting there, then I thought that I was going to seat beside her, yet 'she' is also moving in. Then I was thinking if my Leader wants to talk to me of something, but nope. Then Karen asked me and 'her' to move to the previous seats at first. So finally settled the whole thing and still like usual, someone will be between me and 'her' seat, well that's the strange thing that seem to happen for 2 or 3 weeks of SVC and 1st night of Isaiah. (3 weeks of SVC and 1st night of Isaiah between us is JL, then 3rd night is QY. hmn... ha ha... strange... well that's not the point to think about.)
After the seminar, told EJ to wait as we wait for Colin to come up (he's seating at other place of the very pack Audi with KC.) So met Colin and again, Colin just 'flow' with me to take N2. EJ was happy about it, cuz got people to fellowship on bus. 'She' was surprise as well, answering me if I'm serious.
Well we just took the N2 bus and fellowship on the bus... ha ha... chatted and talked about things and I'd shared part of my future plan and the event company some friends and I are opening. I was seating beside 'her' while Colin and EJ sat in front of us. The four of us have a great time sharing what Pst shared for the 3rd night and chatted on other stuff...
At the stop of Sembawang, EJ dropped off. So left the 3 of us and we just continue to chat about these and that... etc... (not going to details.)
Reached Khatib at 11.39pm. We had to drop off then. I'd helped her to throw away some rubbish stuff and hold her books for her. I guess Colin was observing that time... So again, we'd come to talk about the business company my friends and I are setting up. So far, we have a number of 4 people, but for now it's up to a strength of 6 people.
Then we cross the road and chatted, then she felt like going to buy some appetizers for supper or should I say for her 'dinner'. All the coffeeshops are closed and so we went to the closest 7'11 store. Colin entered the store to look for something to buy, and I stand beside her as she chose some dougnuts. She asked me to chose one dougnut, so she could give me a treat (Cuz I gave every note I have to tithe and offering in the seminar. I felt that the Lord asked me to do so and I obey.)
And again, I was trying to reject or so, but... somehow, she's to insisting so I just gave in for that dougnut. So she'd bought 2 dougnuts: one mine the other her's. And when I step out of the store after Colin and her, I asked my Lord that one day, I'll bless her back muti-fold of treats etc... , but of course, I believe that I can only do it with the help of my God for He is my provider.
So we'd alot of laughters and jokes and spiritual things to share of... When I was about to see her off at the lift, she'd hint me that the Passion of the Christ movie is still with her (we're thinking of ripping one copy.) So it was the first time I took the lift up to her house and of course with my dear Sam (Colin... ha ha... just joking.) So we'd waited outside her house as she passed us the disc and Colin and I then left. So as we walk towards the MRT station, I shared my thoughts and the doubts I have between Fran and her and I'd ask forgiveness from the Lord and what happen after last Service. Colin to share about his thoughts.
Then we reach the station, we thought there won't be a last train, but then I asked the personal handling there to confirm if there is still a train: Yes, praise the Lord. Then I shared the prayers I'd made as a testimony what God have done and assure that His Word will help me. (the prayers I'd shared earlier.)
Then Colin asked me about what time did I pray about JF and the bus things, and I told him around that time. With a shock and unexpected phenomenon: Colin said that this morning as he woke up, he felt a sudden great burden that he have to come for today's book of Isaiah, but he don't feel like. In the end, he gave in and asked my Leader and some others if he could come for Tues instead of Wed. And it come to now... and I was really starting to wonder, God now I know that you are true. I will not doubt you, and I will continue to seek you for the answers you have.
Agape